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Friday, September 10, 2010

Is it over?

It has been over a month now since I stopped drinking pop. I haven't touched it since, not even one single sip. Now I'm wondering... will I ever have it again? Is it like alcohol... if I have any it will cause a horrible slide down the the bottom of where I started? I still crave it sometimes, I gaze longingly at my husbands ice cold mountain dew... and then I chug a huge glass of water like I'm dying.

On a pathetic note... I have not been working out much. Actually, twice now that I've gotten on the elliptical out of the last three times I've worked out, I had to stop around 15 minutes because I feel like I'm going to pass out. I'm not sure what is causing this. I have enough water and food beforehand... and I know I can do about 25 minutes now... but things really started to get a little hazy and I didn't want to take any chances. It makes me feel like such a failure, and then it also causes my motivation to go and do it again even lower than it normally is. I would like to say I'm going to do the "30 Day Shred" DVD tomorrow morning after Audrey has breakfast... but odds are I won't... Lets see if I can prove myself wrong! :)

3 comments:

I'm a full-time mummy said...

Oh wow! I hope its temporary but the background picture of your blog has been removed or something since I'm seeing the "The image or video has been moved or deleted" all over your blog.

Dropping by from Mama Hen's Nestwork, you're the neighbor above me in the Mom Blog section.

http://www.imafulltimemummy.com/

Audrey's Mommy said...

all better, thanks :)

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